Oh and ED
No I didn’t forget I just pressed post before I was ready…? Hanging in there I guess getting worse by the day making me feel suicidal… the usual.
Psych appointment
Went to school this morning and slept through christian studies… rebel much? Then went to my psych appointment. I was so tired but I managed to stay awake enough to cry when people said that only for a moment they saw the real melissa and then she was gone. Then straight to my Tutor for an hour learning sesh before my 4 days off! Well.. and then exams… Not SO GOOD. I’m taking Science and maths because English is like Romeo and Juliet at the moment and not really worth getting stressed out for an exam over. The others I don’t do a language due to missing heaps of school and history and geography, well. I’m not doing them next year so I thought maybe… not. Anyway I’m taking the night off studying before I get my whole day tomorrow of maths and science… FUN
Anonymous asked: i have no idea what your going through, but it must be awful, i really hope you get well again, im sure your beautiful, but you dont see yourself that way? keep your head up strong. i wish you all the best. i really hope you get over your eating disorder, but god it must be hard. xxxxxx
<3 that’s a lovely thing you just wrote. Many people who don’t have such problems have difficulty understanding the kind of troubles a person with an eating disorder has. This really means a lot to me xx
me: .... No shit sherlock
The future.
WHAT. I LOVE THIS BOY. THIS BOY IS THE FUTURE PRESIDENT.
